"I remember the day, the sun went out. It halted all progression with all it's beauty. Just sacraficed... We fell apart."


All because of youI spent so much time Crying over you These tears fall from my eyes Like the Rain falls from heaven Pouring down my cheeks Like these feelingsAll because of you
pour from this broken heart.
If I could do but one thing It would be to kill myself Before I fall in love again. For the pain of dying Could never compare to the pain of losing you.
I would slit my wrists And let the blood pour down Just to stop the beat of my heart That only cries out at the loss of you.


My DescentAs my horrifying descent continues Memories of you flash through my mind At one moment A smile grazed my lips but in an instant A new memory cause my heart to stop and my vision to fade to dark crimson My anger for you overtakes me And soon my tears begin anew As I realize how much you don\'t care How much everything we had died. Or maybe it wasn\'t there to begin with.. And before I hit the bottom One thought runs through my mind \"I need you right now\" But then I hit.. I\'ve reached the end of my fall And you weren\'t there to help me AndMy Descent


Where are you nowShielding my face and my heart from all possibilities of injury.Where are you now
I\'m trying to fly away
With only broken wings to hold me up. and as I fall back down a single tear
d r o p s from my searching eyes as the clouds rise above me
and the ground opens below me I think only of you. Where are you now? Will you be waiting for me before I hit? Will you be there to stop my destruction of me? My heart screams


never understandAlways that guy. the friend. He who loves. but not he who is loved. Oh there is love, but love like a brother, not like a lover.never understand
Never the lover.
But you never complain. You’re there to hear about how bad he treats them. You rage you fume but you contain it. Would break their heart... to see you angry at him.
After time, you build the courage you break through the fear and you tell them how you feel why you feel and it is reciprocated... sort of followed by the inevitable "but" And when
that picture is scarrry hahaha i got a new trucker hat -HIC
tomorrrrow! god im not going to be able to sleep tongiht lol this sucks hehe
skye
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Skye
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
You dont know what that meant to me... So much time went into Black Heart White and I hold it very dear!!
Alot of people are telling me they relate very much to it...
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I really like a lot of your stuff.
Why is it that some of the best comes out of the worst...
Yeah if you go see him again tell him i said hi.. I feel so bad.. im sure he is happy though cause he has true friends like you... That is real sweet what your doing.. spending your free time going out and helping a friend and showing how much you really care for him.
Well anyways ...
Ill talk to you sometime soon its just the past couple of days have been really random and disrevealing
-Chris
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-Chris Williams
Trying to Calculate Infinity
Just seeing her .. i couldnt breath i had to leave the room. ronnie slammed the door on her and courtney when they came over. Cause he saw it hurt me. I cant even really talk to her anymore .. im afraid im gonna make a fool of myself and fall apart.
O well i guess im that fucking dumb.
Maybe we might trying talking in school sometime
-Chris
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-Chris Williams
Trying to Calculate Infinity
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My skin Rips for you
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-Chris Williams
Trying to Calculate Infinity
Word To your mother - Act 2 of 5
Read some of the acts and tell me what you think.
[link] - Act 1
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